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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Pink is Awesome, so is White ;D

Yo! lalalala...men~ i haven't written anything for a while o_o
soo...my summer jasn't been going so well coz it suckzzz like s***
basically my dad did me a favour by ruining it for me (: juz great ai?
Im not allowed to go for YouthCamp >:'( && SOOO MANY PEOPLE ARE FRIGGIN GOING!!!
Gosh! coz of the stupid bruises i cant sleep properly coz they f***in hurt too much and i have to be consious of wat i wear or ppl might think im hurting myself or w/e -w-
It's hard to tell find some1 who can understand the sitsution im in and gimme some useful advices instead of telling me to "run away" or "call child abuse"...not tht i dont think it's useful, my family is very complicated as it is and my dad has issues, my mom is juz....well being a mom, my 2 sister dun know better and basically my whole family is messed up and they think im f***in messed up. No1 trust me, im useless, im a dumb brunette in their eyes :D and I have no frends to talk about stuff like this, coz i dun want them to pity me.
Did Mon rly not care about my situation? =\ ever since she said those 3 simple words, it's been haunting me in my sleep...maybe im being a bother to her.
Well yea ppl have better things to do then to hear some1 talk about them being tortured -3- maybe im being a dragggg.
Cooper was cool though, im glad he understood wat was going on, i felt like we could talk about stuff like tht, but i wasn't so sure if i could quite open up to him juz like tht. I think him and the idea of me running away was a bit to rash :P but im glad he understood.
Well 2day i tried not to think about Mon, i told my sister to help me paint my toe nails while i was doing my nails XDD it was quite fun and tiring =o= but at least it got my mind out of stuff. Im so glad my dad left 2day, at least a lil bit of freedom and relaxation.
For now.

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