2day was awesome-ness, desu~
HAHAHAHAHAH!
me and Rachel hanged out for the whole day 2morrow and we walked like there was no 2morrow XDD
we had lunch at causeway bay ,took some rly bad sticker photos (>w<);; then we went to mong kok to go shopping and eating some more!!! we made like this sand thing-a-ma-bob to show our frendship && phone hangers wif both out name's on it and a date. We "smudged" a lot of stuff and we stayed there for like i dunno 8 hours or even more XD and... we walked around in and out of shops AND DUDE!!! she didn't let me buy this rly rly nice shirt coz the fabric was bad T^T booo~
The funniest part of the day was acting like lesbo (holding hands and calling each other rly rly cheesy names like honey, cheesecake etc.) and laughing and screaming on the streets...wat else?....hm.... as we were talkin about rly fat ppl in KFC, a bunch of them walked passed us and we LAUGHED OUR ASSES OFF (yes! pepsi came flying out of my nose -w-) we were saying how much we love each other at the end of the day and she refused to let me go home XDD funni Rachel~ honestly i think she isn't so bad, she actually has some respect in some wayz and im glad she isn't mad at my baka frend mon -3- instead she said she was kinda worried about mon and gave me some good advice that no1 ever told me...she is rly shweet and i kind of like her and got closer to her. ^-^ I wanna understand her more, since we have the same interest and the way we think...she's pretti fun to hang out around in, coz i can act all bad in front of her and she wont mind.
We had dinner at whampoa and walked to her house, we were wishing for school to close down the next day so we can party all day &&nite...we were practically screaming and ppl were lookin at us (embaressing =o=) but it was sooo fun, we were talkin about how when we turn 15, we can never ever take anything alcholic coz we would go crazy XDDD and probably do something stupid~ once we got to Rachel's house, we were lookin at all the stuff we got 2day and juz saying how it was fun and blah blah blah blah blah... x]
Her granni was nice enough to tell me which bus goes to my house coz i rly hate the train and both of them took me there XD
P.S to Rachel
I dont think u can get up to my level in the D.S && plz plz plz bring it back in one piece >_<
I guess I'm glad you have a friend that you like, and I'm glad that you're spending less time alone. But personally, I don't like her. And she knows that.
ReplyDeleteI see Rachel as a two-faced backstabber, but that's just me. I've had little fights with her, and she tries to make herself look innocent by erasing all evidence of herself bitching. /I/ don't think she's one to trust. I don't think hanging out with her is good for any of you, but that's just my opinion.
For now, I'll just tell you my view on things. Rachel is /not/ worried about me. She wants to win you over. An attempt of innocence. Rachel is /not/ respectful. You can see this by the way she talks, things she says... etc. And sure, she seems like she accepts all your faults, but wait until something goes wrong. The way I see it, she's the type of person that when a conflict rises between you, she is going to use your faults against you. She'd wipe out all her mistakes, and leave you carrying yours on your own shoulders.
I know she treats you like crap at times, so why stick to her? She's dragging you along like a dog, and you know that. I guess it's good to forgive her time and time again, but at least let her know that you're a real person with real feelings. You're not a toy, Michelle. Don't let people treat you like one. If she was a true friend, she would respect you, wouldn't she? You'd probably stick up for her and tell me that she does respect you, but do you really think she gives you the respect that you deserve?
You know that what I'm saying is, if not entirely, at least partly true. Because why else wouldn't you tell me what she does to you? You know I wouldn't like what I hear, and you want to protect her from whatever I'd say or do.
Michelle, I think a good friend is someone who makes you a better person. Someone who helps you whenever you need it, even if there's an argument between you two. A good friend is someone who respects you, and cares for you. Someone who would go through lengths, and risk things to save your ass.
Think about the time we've shared together, things we've done, things we've talked about, and compare it to what you do now. Do you think Rachel would send you her assessment, risking the chance of getting caught and recieving a 0 as her grade, because she couldn't bear to see the fear in your eyes, and didn't want to see you fail? Do you think she'd spend over an hour arguing with your dad on how to raise you because she didn't think it was right? Do you think she'd spend time trying to get her and your parents together, and try to convince them to pull you out of a crap school, and put you in one where she knew people would be able to help? Would she get mad at you if you did something wrong? Seriously. If you were with me, do you think I'd let you laugh at really fat people on the street?
I care about you more than you know, Michelle. You probably won't be able to see it now though, but if you look closely, you'd be able to see it through the little things I do. You don't know, but sometimes, when I pray for you, I'd fall asleep crying, asking God why life seemed so harsh on you.
I miss you, you know. Sometimes, around school, I'd suddenly start walking around, looking for you. Then I realise that you're not there. Sometimes, I forget, and think "I can't wait to go back home in September", forgetting that I now live here, and that it's not one of those vacations I used to take.
You've changed, and whatever path you take now, I can't stop it. I was never able to. But at least when I was there, I could try to persuade you, and talk you through it. Now it's just hard for me to do that.
Everything I said could be rubbish to you, but I just hope you'd think about what I said. I could be wrong about Rachel, I don't know. But that's just the way I see it.
And lastly, KEEP BLOGGING :) I love reading it. And, I promise I /will/ start mine soon. :P