Shattered

Hey readers~
Sooo 2day lots of stuff happened, dun even know where to start, well...
SIGH!!! men i feel so dumb x_x
Rachel juz made me realize how stupid i rly am, how could i get played by her? UGH.
i feel so stupid standing up for her and even arguing wif my "bf" about her..i owe her like big apology and she was rite, Rachel is rly not worth it and she treats me like crap (hate to admit tht -_-)
i cant believe it though! i dont "think" we were tht close or rly rly good frendz, but was i tht low to her?
she even told me to get a haircut which would look good on me, but it actually looked horrible on me, switching and cutting out few words i said which makes me look like a total bitch and spreading out nasty rumours about me x_x
it's like totally major WTF! im so glad Alison told me && the gurlz all this, coz we were like ganging up on Alison...HAHAHAHA! XD
i got played again -_- and i thought we could be like good frendz and shit...Urghhh~ how stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!!
there r like so much more worst things she said about me...i feel like soo hurt =\
i thought we actually were gettin along and there she goes, saying stuff behind my back, starting rumours about me being this and that. Im so sorry mon ;_; u were so rite about her...im juz so speechless, i dun even know how to properly badmouth her :P
...maybe imma juz go get more counseling b4 i do something stupid.