Lalalalalalala.

Soz for not writing so long, juz been bz with all my projects, dance, choir and the class problem.
2day was DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA... Jac, Alison, M.T, Carmen, Ronald, Rachel and I were all fighting. I dunno what happened, but i dont wanna seem like a bad guy...but i wish Rachel never came to our house or our school. Tht is so evil of me to think tht XD
It was my first time seeing Carmen hate some1 so much she would actually say, "If it's rachel, i'll 'pai' her"...'pai' = bully or even worst :D
well..we're all changing, im sure it's okay~ but for tht few hours, we all seemed like different people, we forgot tht we were frendz...SIGH~
OH WELL! wateva~ i think everything is okay now (: at least i hope it is.
im so busy lately, i wish i had time to do the things i want...im so tired of school, im glad it's almost over. We all need a getaway from school, coz it's becoming to suffocating...at least for me it is. I feel lost. I need some1 to talk to everyday && some1 who i can share with. M.T is rly sweet, im glad we're gettin along, it relieves me most of the time. At least we have the same thinkin at times and the same idea....We're no called "M2" hahahahahhaa.
Well, rite now all i can think of is the dance...i think wilky is rly talented and im rly jealous, not jealous becoz he gets compliment and stuff...like the f*** i care XD Im jealous that he can improvise rly quick and okay-kinda-good and he kn ows so much about dancing. He is much more braver && talented, i respect him in some wayz coz of tht...im wondering if i'll ever be tht good, will i ever beat him or will we stand on equal ground?
But it surprises me how much i get complimented on how good we dance 2getha..Hahahaha, ppl thought we were lovers :P LMAO! well at least i know one thing...i can dance wif him and still look good *smirk* && i feel comfortable dancing wif him, im not saying i feel anything special or wierd, but it's like a feeling tht...u feel free, like u can touch the clouds and even though ur sweating or tired, u feel fresh and comfotable. Well...tht's how i feel dancing wif him, tht is y if me and him did a duet, i wouldn't hesitate, well i would...coz he is so skinny -3-
Im thinkin about form 1, and how we use to be so childish, young and playful...HAI! the pressure is on next year, we wont be call kids anymore -_- well..tht's good i guess =\
I miss mon, i have so much to talk to her and ask her, but i dunno how anymore. Not tht i feel distant with her, it's like i forgot how to talk to her now && sometimes i wonder, when we talk, is it I who changed or her...coz i have a feelin when we talk it's not the same, but it's not a bad thing either.
Im scared of so much things, but I feel like i became a bit more daring, at least I dun freak out too much when going on a date.
...tht's it for 2day, im gonna go shower now.
Bai.x