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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

A feeling that i cant shake off

I've recently got counseling x_x it's a bit annoying, there r some things i dun wanna say but i end up saying them to a lady i dun even know XDD but oh well~ i get them every week..hahahah~
there r so many things going on all at the same time...the school dance is coming up, projects due date, summer and stupid swine flue...*Sigh!*
Miss Kwok seems to be a nice lady, i mean yeah o_o even though we barely know each other, she seems to understand how i feel and wat im looking for...not some1 to tell me it's alrite or tell me wat to do....she is actually talking to me about how i feel =\ which is really helpful and im glad she understands me and is giving me what i need.
I feel like im puttin on a mask each day to show people im strong and im not that easy, but i feel lonely. Rachel and Alison are gettin along which is good, but M.T, Jac, Carmen and I dont like Rachel much...Hahahaha!....but there isn't much we can do, it's better to have more frendz then enemies
I'm glad our class is not fighting and stuff....but i cant help but sometimes think that im lonely and left out, it's tiring to pretend to be happy when im actually sad each day...i want people to smile, AHH! im such a hypocrite -3- ehhh.
I want something to happen in my life...
Well P.G was interesting 2day, we talked about what is the different between "Love" && "Like"...hehehe ^_^ Stanley said i know a lot about love and like and that i know which is which :P well tht is the only thing i can say tht im good at, coz im an expert~ (JOKE!)...hmm wat else?.......................OH YAH! i can do a hand stand o_o im so shocked, but i cant roll ;_; in other words i cant do a handstand forward roll XD gymnastic is actually fun, i thought i would die...but it's my favourite P.E lesson so far.

M.

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